Bombs are Falling

I've always hated hypocrisy. It's one of the reasons why I am the way that I am. If you tell me I did something wrong I will try and fix it. My sister told me that I had a simple soul and that I was humble and a person who could not be judged because there was nothing to judge me about. I'm glad about that but it was really hard to get there. fighting a daily fight against all my temptations and inclinations. Knowing just how to treat my sinful nature. So when my friends fall on the battle fields I feel like i'm the only one standing strong and I wonder who it's all for. I'm doing it for God. I'm doing it for his Glory, but if no one is seeing my battle and being encouraged then why am i even fighting the little things? It's times like this when I want to scream at the people who are making mistakes. I see the seed of evil and the results are always the same. But the people involved don't make the connection and just think that those consequences are just life and it happens sometimes. That it's normal. Stop thinking it's normal!!! It's not!! You were not made to suffer!!! Not made to suffer through selfishness. As soon as I'm ready to make that judgment call though I'm reminded that only God can do that. I was talking to a friend tonight and was hinting at some things that I'm not proud of him doing. But he really didn't get the hint haha in fact it turned a different direction. I told him that most people don't see their own mistakes even when others point it out to them and he knew he was no exception. I knew it too but I didn't think I had ever really called him out on any of his fall backs. And then he thanked me for it. He said it was kind of an understatement that I didn't say anything. That was basically our conversation and I guess this was God's way of saying that people are watching even if I can't see it. That I had made an impression on someone that I care about and hopefully God could work through that. I'm sad and disappointed about some of the things that he does and the same goes out to a lot of my friends but I still love them. They are so dear to me and I hate seeing them have to go through this. I pray that they make it to the other side.