Just a litte thought

God knew! He knows! really He does. If you ever had an issue with anything, He will pound away at it until it is fully formed. I mean look at me, I'm a mess and yet God still intends on using me for good (whatever that may be). As all of you might have now realized, am socially awkward. Especially those who are close to me, they KnOW I have NO idea what I'm doing half the time or what I say. But now here in Lynchburg with the help of wonderful friends and the direction and purpose of God, I am no longer as socially awkward. that's so weird. But really I asked God to direct me relationally cause I felt like I didn't know how to be around people. I was very.....well the elephant in the room. The white elephant. But I have found a great friend in Krystell (my roommate). If you get us talking be prepared cause we won't stop talking until the day is through. Oh and it's not one sided like most of the conversations were before. I actually make sounds. They form words. Maybe not at first as many of the people notice I stutter...they make fun (= but it's cool I have fun with them as well. I have found that I can talk to people without having a purpose in the conversation! I don't have to be just talking to you because I forgot something or I something on my mind or a need a favor. I can genuinely speak nonsense with people, isn't it great? People here are marvelous (= they are so much fun and so weird while still being secure in God.